Theresa's Blog

Well, I know it’s been awhile since I posted something. I have been busy with work but it’s a good thing. I have been dealing with something lately that I don’t understand. I don’t know if I posted about him. We started talking the first time 9 years ago when I was 20 years old. We started to talk to get to know each other for about couple of months then my mom set up to meet him and it didn’t go well. Long story short he lied to me of not seeing anyone because he wanted to dated me when he came back from a navy boot camp (not sure it that was a line). He wrote on Facebook that he started seeing someone and I deleted him off my Facebook and told him to never contact me again. Was very upset about what he did to me. I was very upset cried many tears. He tired to message me a year after this all happen. He said he had changed. But I was to hurt to give him a chance told him that he hurt me and to stop messaging me, and I blocked him. Finally I try to get over it kept thinking about h...

A lot has been happen this past year. This year hasn't been a good one lately.  But I did get a job at the dollar tree here. Been working there for I think 5 weeks now. And I love it.  I'm so very thankful that God answered that prayer. Sometimes I wonder what people really think of me. If they really think I'm stupid. I thought something was going some where, but I guess not. I'm done trying to open up to people and I'm the one who always gets hurt. I am done! I am thankful for my bestest friend Lauren. I'm so thankful for her in my life. She's always there for me. And she watches over for me! Thank you girly! I will try to do more blogs post! I have to get ready for work. Talk to y'all laters!

I know it’s been months since i have written on my blog.  I was just tired of repeating myself in every blog post i did.   something happen last month that scared me. My dad told us he thought he had a stroke and finally told him to the ER here and they sent him to Amarillo. he had a hematoma so he had to have surgery to drain out the blood in his head. My dad is doing much better.  since then my mom message my brother and sister and told them let's leave the past in the past and start over. and i have been texting my sister and seeing my brother and his kids. i have been very happy lately. this past friday i went to turn my resume is to a business here for a secretary. i feel very good about it. i pray i can get an interview. i know now that god work in mysterious way. the sermon night made me realize i need to invest in other not just myself.  i know now i just have to wait on God's timing and not mine.  My parents and i watch God's not dead 2 this pas...

  Well, its been about 3 months since i had a job. I'm going to be 27 next Wednesday i cant believe it. i thought by this time i would be married and starting to have kids by now. i don't know how i am going to find someone. I have been praying for one, i guess i have to have faith that the Lord will lend me to someone and to a job. I know God has a plan for me but i don't know what i just have to have faith. I just kinda sick and tired of others using me and when they are done using me they throw me away, and they don't even care if they used me. I help anyone i love and when i help someone i love and they used me it upsets me. I help others because that what a Christian is supposed to do and it just bugs me!

It been a long time since i have blogged lately i'm sorry about that. but i didn't want to say whiny. i have been going through some things lately that i don't like. i lost my job and been trying to find another one but no luck. Plus in a month i will be 27 i thought about this time i would be married and be trying to have kids.  i cant believe this. please pray for me im having a very hard time.

I can't believe Christmas is just 3 days away. i worked so much that i dint get the time  to enjoy what i always do before Christmas. There’s a storm i think is coming, i can feel it in the air. people thinks im weird because i can feel and smell a storm coming.   One thing i miss about Christmas is having family over. so this year thank the lord that you have family sisters or brothers or even both. be thankful you have sibling  because i miss mine very much.

This is one of my all times favorite Christmas Songs!! This group does a good job on this song.  it makes me cry every time i hear it. We had a Evangelist Bro Dave McCracken Preached Sunday. His sermons was around Mary. its was amazing it made me think of how Mary was feeling when she found out she would be giving birth to the son of God. and being a virgin others would have talked about her but she knew God chosen her.

I thought this was interesting Please read. sorry i haven't did 3 thru 6 days been hurting my shoulder blade been hurting me so ill try to do all the days i missed!! look check back!

One of my Favorite songs! They did amazing job please watch!

The meaning of the Christmas Tree? Here's what i found out about the Christmas tree. The evergreen tree was an ancient symbol of life in the midst of winter. Romans decorated their houses with evergreen branches during the New Year, and ancient inhabitants of northern Europe cut evergreen trees and planted them in boxes inside their houses in wintertime. Many early Christians were hostile to such practices. The second-century theologian Tertullian condemned those Christians who celebrated the winter festivals, or decorated their houses with laurel boughs in honor of the emperor: "Let them over whom the fires of hell are imminent, affix to their posts, laurels doomed presently to burn: to them the testimonies of darkness and the omens of their penalties are suitable.  You  are a light of the world, and a tree ever green. If you have renounced temples, make not your own gate a temple." But by the early Middle Ages, the legend had grown that when Christ was born i...

I got this from a blog so all the credit goes to it.   http://www.thebensonstreet.com/2012/12/07/introduction-12-days-of-christmas-stories/12daysbutton/ A story a found that is a good story Please read!!! The Three Trees Author Unknown Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, “Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. I could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see beauty.” Then the second tree said, “Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull.” Finally, the third tree said, “I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I a...

Sorry that I’m late writing my 12 days of Christmas. But I couldn’t think of anything. so I started to think about what this season is all about. My Pastor preached about this one Sunday. The greatest gift that God has given us besides his son is the gift of salvation. That Jesus Christ is God in a man form. He came down to become a man to know what man goes through so that he could die on the cross to save us from our sin. My pastor preached this Sunday night. That hearing about salvation doesn’t touch us like it did when we first got saved. We don’t get over whelmed. I know I have sometimes, but what God did for me that I would have a home in heaven. So if you are saved and reading this. Thank the lord for your salvation. That God sent his son so we could have a home in heaven and everlasting life. If you’re reading this and you are not saved message me and I will show you how you can get saved. This time of year we should be thankful for what the lord had given us. One of ...

Sorry i haven't been blogging lately. been kinda busy lately. I'm going to try to do a 12 days of Christmas on my blog I'm going to think of what to do and then i will try to do it! My dad and mom and I are watching The polar Express right now. It still reminds me that how when i was a little kid that i would have waited for Santa to come wait up all night for him. and fall asleep then wake up to find out that he did come and that he got me what i wanted for Christmas. i still found myself doing that on Christmas Eve. I know the real meaning of Christmas is the birth of Christ and the gift of salvation he gave to us if we only except the gift.  But i found myself young at heart still waiting for Santa!! i know I'm weird but that's me.   So, keep up so when i think of a 12 days of Christmas theme that you will be in the know!!! Have a good night! Theresa

                So, tomorrow is the first day of autumn and it’s been a year since I started his blog. I thought I would have written everyday but I didn’t know I would be so busy.  I didn’t see myself still single.                 At work been busy, I always wondered to go to work and have someone do what they know they need to do but is too lazy to do it instead go outside when she bathes a dog and wonder why she always getting home  late or even wonders why I can’t get done! I try not to be lazy what if I am my mom getting on to me or I tell myself to get up and do something.  It’s starting to get on my nerves that I’m one of the ones who is doing the laundry, washing the bowls, cleaning the cages, cleaning the boarding room and letting out dogs.  I wish some people start thinking of others besides themselves. And ask “can I help you?”  I...

Yesterday was the first day of September. Can't believe its almost autumn . Pampa is having a thing next weekend thats called "celebration of hope. " when churches come together. And my pastor been telling me different religions, like Catholic are coming together. And some dont know the only way to be saved. I dont think this is going to help this town. If they wanted to make their life to follow the Lord they would have and got saved. And i don't think the speaker will be preaching from the word of God. That is why I'm and my church ⛪ is not going to this thing.   Well I have had a fun 2 months. In July where u work.  We had a case of kennel cough.  I worked one day then way off for about 2 and a half weeks.  I kinda needed the time off it was good. But when I went back to work. I got a sinus infection. And was sick and missed 2 days of work. Finally got better then the past weekend I got an upset stomach from the antibiotics I was taking,  finally to...

I'm sorry I haven't blogged lately. Been busy with my new job. I'm helping a lady from church with her dog grooming and boarding. Its been fun. She is a very sweet lovely lady. I started in February. I am enjoying it. But sometimes I get aggravated, there's someone here who I think. I out of doing things good and just does half of what she needs to do. I guess you Have to deal with some sometimes. Tonight message reminded me of how doing what you know is right and living the obedience to Gods word will get others to make fun of you. I know that because I was the one in school that was anyways made fun of for doing what was right. We have had so much rain lately that now I have been having headaches from there not being any  moister in the air but I guess its alright kinda miss the rain but there's a chance Monday for some more. Well,  I guess that's all I have go say tonight. Hope everyone have a good night!

Well, today was Valentine’s Day. One of the holiday’s I kinda don’t like.  I know it’s a day to show ones you love that you love them. Why have a day to show how you feel when you have 364 days to show others that you love them or care for them.  Just makes me think of how everyone goes crazy on one day a year.  I know I may sound rude or even mean about this day.  But to the single people out there is a day of sadness.  Just to remind you that you don’t have anyone besides family and friends that loves you.  I know that I am loved by its sometimes hard to see others planning wedding, getting engaged  and it makes me realize I thought by this time when I was little that I would be planning or getting engaged this time before turning 25, shows me what I know. I just hope and pray that my Prince charming is out there.  I hope this doing seem upsetting but I just thought today why celebrated one day a year to show others how you care for them...

So this past week was a very hard week for me. On Monday, I called a place that I applied for and had an interview for and they said that I was not qualified but one reason I'm thinking why I didn't get the job is because I was too young I was told. What has aged got to do with being hired for a job . Just because I'm young doesn't mean I'm stupid and cant learn . Plus on the same day I called another where I applied and had an interview like a month or so ago. And was told the position was already filled. I was told during the interview that I would be expecting an email which I never gotten. Why even tell me that I was going to get an email which I'm not going to get any email for just being hired. Monday was not a very good day for me one job that I was very excited of probably getting one day working for. I got turned down by two jobs. I just pray that one day I can realize this is just God's trials that I'm going through right now. That one day I w...

I can’t believe Christmas is just 3 days away. This time of year I so do wish I had more family in my life.  To some I sound like a broken record but I can’t believe I can’t get a job anywhere I try so many places I don’t remember their names.  I read some one post one day and she said I’m tired of hearing others say they can’t find a job. She better not have talking to me because I have tired and no one is hiring.  I’m just kinda tired of others gripping about their jobs be thankful you have a job and stop your gripping.  This year will not feel like Christmas because of not having family and also snow. For one year I wish we would have a white Christmas and no an autumn Christmas. But this is what you get when you live in the Texas panhandle. You can get all seasons in one week.  I know we will not get a lot for Christmas this year but I do pray that we spend time with each other and thank the Good Lord that we have a wonderful family and not be upset ...

Today is/was Thanksgiving! we celebrate what we are thankful for. i have a lot to be thankful for. I have great parents and good friends and a wonder pastor and church family.  I house to live in a vehicle to drive  roof over my head. But i am thankful for God and what he has done for me i know Satan is getting to me and say things that are not true That i am alone and will never find someone. but i know The lord has someone for me i just have to have the patience for him to show me. that one thing i struggle with. I am also thankful to live in a country that with the freedoms i have and the liberty to do want i want to do. and the soldiers with fight to keep us free. i don't know what i would do if i had someone over seas fighting to keep us free I thanked the solider and who fought before to help and to keep us free to live the way we what to live. One thing i cant stop from thinking of is family. i miss the way we ate with family on this day.  I just wish i still hav...