I know a lot of people who read my blog from Christmas and said I sounds like I hated the world. I don't hate the world I'm just tired of how others have treated me and my parents. This Christmas was hard on me. This time last year I thought I would be dating but I guess i was wrong. I am still praying for the God to send the right guy. I hope next year is a better one and less drama I mean family drama. I'm sorry if I upset some of my readers. I just got overwhelmed. " Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself."
Well, its been about 3 months since i had a job. I'm going to be 27 next Wednesday i cant believe it. i thought by this time i would be married and starting to have kids by now. i don't know how i am going to find someone. I have been praying for one, i guess i have to have faith that the Lord will lend me to someone and to a job. I know God has a plan for me but i don't know what i just have to have faith. I just kinda sick and tired of others using me and when they are done using me they throw me away, and they don't even care if they used me. I help anyone i love and when i help someone i love and they used me it upsets me. I help others because that what a Christian is supposed to do and it just bugs me!
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