Well, I know it’s been awhile since I posted something. I have been busy with work but it’s a good thing. I have been dealing with something lately that I don’t understand. I don’t know if I posted about him. We started talking the first time 9 years ago when I was 20 years old. We started to talk to get to know each other for about couple of months then my mom set up to meet him and it didn’t go well. Long story short he lied to me of not seeing anyone because he wanted to dated me when he came back from a navy boot camp (not sure it that was a line). He wrote on Facebook that he started seeing someone and I deleted him off my Facebook and told him to never contact me again. Was very upset about what he did to me. I was very upset cried many tears. He tired to message me a year after this all happen. He said he had changed. But I was to hurt to give him a chance told him that he hurt me and to stop messaging me, and I blocked him. Finally I try to get over it kept thinking about h
Well, its been about 3 months since i had a job. I'm going to be 27 next Wednesday i cant believe it. i thought by this time i would be married and starting to have kids by now. i don't know how i am going to find someone. I have been praying for one, i guess i have to have faith that the Lord will lend me to someone and to a job. I know God has a plan for me but i don't know what i just have to have faith. I just kinda sick and tired of others using me and when they are done using me they throw me away, and they don't even care if they used me. I help anyone i love and when i help someone i love and they used me it upsets me. I help others because that what a Christian is supposed to do and it just bugs me!
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