Theresa's Blog

Today is/was Thanksgiving! we celebrate what we are thankful for. i have a lot to be thankful for. I have great parents and good friends and a wonder pastor and church family.  I house to live in a vehicle to drive  roof over my head. But i am thankful for God and what he has done for me i know Satan is getting to me and say things that are not true That i am alone and will never find someone. but i know The lord has someone for me i just have to have the patience for him to show me. that one thing i struggle with. I am also thankful to live in a country that with the freedoms i have and the liberty to do want i want to do. and the soldiers with fight to keep us free. i don't know what i would do if i had someone over seas fighting to keep us free I thanked the solider and who fought before to help and to keep us free to live the way we what to live. One thing i cant stop from thinking of is family. i miss the way we ate with family on this day.  I just wish i still have my sibli

Today is been a very hard day. Found out that we won't have much of a Christmas this year. Because of not finding me a job. I'm won't be able to give my parents anything for Christmas. I know Christmas is not about the gifts. But I like to get my parents something for all they have done for me. I am very thankful for all the things I have gotten. But I wish I can give my parents so much more. My parents has been there so this is very hard time in my life. I don't understand how others who's looking to hire someone won't give me a chance. The job I used to have I thought I would still have it. I love my job. I do something for others it feels right when im in need for them to help me out. But very hard  2 months of finding another job. That's one thing I've been struggling for the past 2 months. I have no idea what others won't even give me a chance.  I know I have been saying this a lot but I really do wish I had someone in my life that I could spend

I know I didn't blog yesterday. I kinda got busy.  Today i am thankful for my salvation. I was 8 years old when i got saved. for years after when i was in high school i wasn't living the way i needed it. But then one sermon made me realize that i had doubt. and that night i made it right With the Lord. I try everyday to do right but one struggle i have is my attitude. i am also thankful for my church family. They are like family to me more of a family than my own family. I am also thankful for a pastor who preaches God's word. My pastor has help me with things through his sermons. I am so thankful for my pastor and his family. Like i said my pastor is like family just like my church is my family too. Im so glad that God send his to Grace Baptist from being invitied by our neighbor Ken. he is not with us now. 

Its has been a hard couple of weeks. I have went on like 2 interviews and been turned down by both. I'm not sure what else i can do. There's a lot running in my brain right now. Thanksgiving is next Thursday one of my favorite holiday's. I miss it with my family but i love being at home for thanksgiving and not missing the special service at our church Tuesday for the thanksgiving service. I like being at home because I'm not being made fun of because i don't have a job and stay living with my parents. I was tired of being made fun of by my own blood. and with others joining in and making me feel worst than i was.  I miss the times with family but now i realize they don't like it when i am trying to do right. I also miss times being silly but i guess those are just the good memories i have now.  its really hard to right to do right when your own family is making it hard for you to do right. I am blessed to have people in my life to help me to do what is right