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Last day of October!

Well today was my aunt Dena funeral she was 96 years ago, she was a very sweet lady.  I'm so blessed to have such a wonderful family. Some family that does like to make fun of me. but i am so happy to stay in town for thanksgiving this year.  I'm sorry for not writing in my blog i been busy with work! :D i just hope people are enjoying my blog, today I'm feeling that I'm just talking to myself. I try to do my best in everything i do. i do get upset when someone tells me i need to do this or that. i just cant change for them. I'm going through a lot right now and it feels like a lot don't even care what I'm going through. i tired of hearing a lot other i just want someone to listen to me real listen to what i have to say. i do have a friend that does. but i want others to listen to i have a very hard time of letting people get away from using me for what they want me to do for them. get what they want from me and just throw me to the side. its hard to just ge

A Day!!!

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Watcching these one halloween movies. Makes me miss me sister. Like the nightmare before christmas was our favorite. But I have to remember that's not my doing its hers that way she's treating my family. I miss my sister. Make me get upset when I hear others talk about their sister. I sill hope one day I could talk to her. I feel like I don't have her no more.  Keep me in your prays please. Its getting harder and harder to deal with it daily.

Today's thoughts

Sitting here think how day was a good day. And rememebering that its Columbus Day. When Christopher Columbus found the country that we know of as America. We are blessed to live in a wonderful country. I am so proud to be an American. I'm not proud of our government the way they are treating the Americans here but I am proud of the soldiers and veterans who have fought for our freedom. So today it reminds me of how one person can change the history of a country. if it wasn't for Christopher Columbus we would not have a country named America today. So try to remember that God has a plan for this wonderful nation we call Untied States of America. I love this country. till next time ~tHeReSa~

What a Day!

Not sure if other’s know my background. What I said it my other blog about my mom being abused. It’s hard for me to tell people that I wish the dad I have now was my biological dad. But I’m so Glad my mom married him. And he is my dad and my only dad, but there’s one person that scares me to death me. What I call my “sperm Donor” and that what he is to me a lot of people don’t understand why call him that. But some does. Some people have their biological parents together and they don’t understand what it feels like when their parents’ divorce and they think that it need to be a way for me to take a side like my mom side. But tell you the truth till you are in the situation that I went through when I was a kid. I went through a lot when I was a little girl. Being afraid to talk because if I did I would have been hit and just being afraid if my mom was going to be killed by him. But I thank God for my mom every day. I know now that God was protecting me and my mom through that time in ou

Awesome Day!!

So today was my first day at my new job. I had a lot of fun cooking. I go in the morning to I'm starting to really like it. Tell you the truth I do enjoy doing it. So I just want to let my readers know that first day went great. And I didn't sleep good last night. I woke up every hour. I think I only had about 3 or 4 hous of sleep. I am so sleepy and tired. I'll try to post tomorrow after church. Gotta love Wednesday's!!!!  Get to go to work tomorrow so thankful!!! ~tHeReSa~

A Good Day!

I know if been awhile since I last posted a blog. I been going through some things, still is but its getting better. Most of you know that on October 1 that health care started, and I been upset to how to pay for it cause I don’t have a job and we can’t afford it. But yesterday a sweet lady private message me and told me that she had a opening for someone to help her and I thought of it and said maybe not   but I think God made me get up and go check it out so. So she talked what I would be doing and little bit how to do the casher. But she told me Tuesday I can go in at 8:30am till   I think 4:30   and Wednesday the same timing I was screaming inside when she told me that so I think I have a job. So I’m asking my friends and the readers of my blog to please that it goes good so I can see working there. I don’t care if it’s only couple days a week I just need something. And I’ve been so excited for Tuesday to get here. I kinda lost hope for the lord to let me get a job, but it was in h