Theresa's Blog

So this past week was a very hard week for me. On Monday, I called a place that I applied for and had an interview for and they said that I was not qualified but one reason I'm thinking why I didn't get the job is because I was too young I was told. What has aged got to do with being hired for a job . Just because I'm young doesn't mean I'm stupid and cant learn . Plus on the same day I called another where I applied and had an interview like a month or so ago. And was told the position was already filled. I was told during the interview that I would be expecting an email which I never gotten. Why even tell me that I was going to get an email which I'm not going to get any email for just being hired. Monday was not a very good day for me one job that I was very excited of probably getting one day working for. I got turned down by two jobs. I just pray that one day I can realize this is just God's trials that I'm going through right now. That one day I w...

I can’t believe Christmas is just 3 days away. This time of year I so do wish I had more family in my life.  To some I sound like a broken record but I can’t believe I can’t get a job anywhere I try so many places I don’t remember their names.  I read some one post one day and she said I’m tired of hearing others say they can’t find a job. She better not have talking to me because I have tired and no one is hiring.  I’m just kinda tired of others gripping about their jobs be thankful you have a job and stop your gripping.  This year will not feel like Christmas because of not having family and also snow. For one year I wish we would have a white Christmas and no an autumn Christmas. But this is what you get when you live in the Texas panhandle. You can get all seasons in one week.  I know we will not get a lot for Christmas this year but I do pray that we spend time with each other and thank the Good Lord that we have a wonderful family and not be upset ...

Today is/was Thanksgiving! we celebrate what we are thankful for. i have a lot to be thankful for. I have great parents and good friends and a wonder pastor and church family.  I house to live in a vehicle to drive  roof over my head. But i am thankful for God and what he has done for me i know Satan is getting to me and say things that are not true That i am alone and will never find someone. but i know The lord has someone for me i just have to have the patience for him to show me. that one thing i struggle with. I am also thankful to live in a country that with the freedoms i have and the liberty to do want i want to do. and the soldiers with fight to keep us free. i don't know what i would do if i had someone over seas fighting to keep us free I thanked the solider and who fought before to help and to keep us free to live the way we what to live. One thing i cant stop from thinking of is family. i miss the way we ate with family on this day.  I just wish i still hav...

Today is been a very hard day. Found out that we won't have much of a Christmas this year. Because of not finding me a job. I'm won't be able to give my parents anything for Christmas. I know Christmas is not about the gifts. But I like to get my parents something for all they have done for me. I am very thankful for all the things I have gotten. But I wish I can give my parents so much more. My parents has been there so this is very hard time in my life. I don't understand how others who's looking to hire someone won't give me a chance. The job I used to have I thought I would still have it. I love my job. I do something for others it feels right when im in need for them to help me out. But very hard  2 months of finding another job. That's one thing I've been struggling for the past 2 months. I have no idea what others won't even give me a chance.  I know I have been saying this a lot but I really do wish I had someone in my life that I could spend...

I know I didn't blog yesterday. I kinda got busy.  Today i am thankful for my salvation. I was 8 years old when i got saved. for years after when i was in high school i wasn't living the way i needed it. But then one sermon made me realize that i had doubt. and that night i made it right With the Lord. I try everyday to do right but one struggle i have is my attitude. i am also thankful for my church family. They are like family to me more of a family than my own family. I am also thankful for a pastor who preaches God's word. My pastor has help me with things through his sermons. I am so thankful for my pastor and his family. Like i said my pastor is like family just like my church is my family too. Im so glad that God send his to Grace Baptist from being invitied by our neighbor Ken. he is not with us now. 

Its has been a hard couple of weeks. I have went on like 2 interviews and been turned down by both. I'm not sure what else i can do. There's a lot running in my brain right now. Thanksgiving is next Thursday one of my favorite holiday's. I miss it with my family but i love being at home for thanksgiving and not missing the special service at our church Tuesday for the thanksgiving service. I like being at home because I'm not being made fun of because i don't have a job and stay living with my parents. I was tired of being made fun of by my own blood. and with others joining in and making me feel worst than i was.  I miss the times with family but now i realize they don't like it when i am trying to do right. I also miss times being silly but i guess those are just the good memories i have now.  its really hard to right to do right when your own family is making it hard for you to do right. I am blessed to have people in my life to help me to do what is right...

I know I haven’t been writing lately a lot been going on. Found out today I don’t have a job she didn’t even have the nerve of telling me 2 weeks ago.  I applied for jobs they all turned me down I have tried and tried and tried. I don’t know what else I can do.  Others say don’t give up.  How would you know what I’m going through? I feel like I’m a no body. I can’t even keep the job I have or get another one.  Not trying to sound rude but I’m tried of this. I do my best in all I do and still get turned down from everything. I’m just so discouraged right now. But everyone telling me to try I don’t know anymore.  I have a dr. bill cell phone tithing to pay but can because I not getting paid or don’t even have a job. Now I feel like I’m robbing God but I not getting paid. It’s been just one of those days.  I’m just feed up. The guy at the shop where I used to work says he missing my pleasant personal and he been trying to get the boss to let me work and...