Its been a day!

Today is been a very hard day. Found out that we won't have much of a Christmas this year. Because of not finding me a job. I'm won't be able to give my parents anything for Christmas. I know Christmas is not about the gifts. But I like to get my parents something for all they have done for me. I am very thankful for all the things I have gotten. But I wish I can give my parents so much more. My parents has been there so this is very hard time in my life. I don't understand how others who's looking to hire someone won't give me a chance. The job I used to have I thought I would still have it. I love my job. I do something for others it feels right when im in need for them to help me out. But very hard  2 months of finding another job. That's one thing I've been struggling for the past 2 months. I have no idea what others won't even give me a chance.  I know I have been saying this a lot but I really do wish I had someone in my life that I could spend my life with. when I see others getting married having kids and I haven't had a  in my first date. I thought the time that I would be 25 probably already having a family. I do pray that God has somebody in my life down the future so I can have this. Today has been one of those day no matter what I do something goes wrong. I know Thursday is Thanksgiving I have a lot to be thankful for. But sometimes I do wish I had a job that would care and not lie to me like my last job. I didn't think that was very right for her to do what she did to me. What do pray that I get this job but I'm going tomorrow it's something I just wish it go to full time. Please keep me and my family in your prayers. We have had a very hard last couple of months. Thanks!