Hmmmm......

I know I haven’t been writing lately a lot been going on. Found out today I don’t have a job she didn’t even have the nerve of telling me 2 weeks ago.  I applied for jobs they all turned me down I have tried and tried and tried. I don’t know what else I can do.  Others say don’t give up.  How would you know what I’m going through? I feel like I’m a no body. I can’t even keep the job I have or get another one.  Not trying to sound rude but I’m tried of this. I do my best in all I do and still get turned down from everything.

I’m just so discouraged right now. But everyone telling me to try I don’t know anymore.  I have a dr. bill cell phone tithing to pay but can because I not getting paid or don’t even have a job. Now I feel like I’m robbing God but I not getting paid. It’s been just one of those days.  I’m just feed up.

The guy at the shop where I used to work says he missing my pleasant personal and he been trying to get the boss to let me work and the shop but no luck.

I don’t understand how people try to do the right thing and live the way a Christian lives and then go and apply for a job and get turned down by everyone you apply for how would that make you feel? Then you will know how I feel.  I feel like I’m nothing that I can’t even get a job. Others can get or be informed about a job and get hire and the spot. Why Can’t I be that person?