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My Stuck Place!

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Well, I know it’s been awhile since I posted something. I have been busy with work but it’s a good thing. I have been dealing with something lately that I don’t understand. I don’t know if I posted about him. We started talking the first time 9 years ago when I was 20 years old. We started to talk to get to know each other for about couple of months then my mom set up to meet him and it didn’t go well. Long story short he lied to me of not seeing anyone because he wanted to dated me when he came back from a navy boot camp (not sure it that was a line). He wrote on Facebook that he started seeing someone and I deleted him off my Facebook and told him to never contact me again. Was very upset about what he did to me. I was very upset cried many tears. He tired to message me a year after this all happen. He said he had changed. But I was to hurt to give him a chance told him that he hurt me and to stop messaging me, and I blocked him. Finally I try to get over it kept thinking about h
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First post in 2 years!

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A lot has been happen this past year. This year hasn't been a good one lately.  But I did get a job at the dollar tree here. Been working there for I think 5 weeks now. And I love it.  I'm so very thankful that God answered that prayer. Sometimes I wonder what people really think of me. If they really think I'm stupid. I thought something was going some where, but I guess not. I'm done trying to open up to people and I'm the one who always gets hurt. I am done! I am thankful for my bestest friend Lauren. I'm so thankful for her in my life. She's always there for me. And she watches over for me! Thank you girly! I will try to do more blogs post! I have to get ready for work. Talk to y'all laters!
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What great couple of months!

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I know it’s been months since i have written on my blog.  I was just tired of repeating myself in every blog post i did.   something happen last month that scared me. My dad told us he thought he had a stroke and finally told him to the ER here and they sent him to Amarillo. he had a hematoma so he had to have surgery to drain out the blood in his head. My dad is doing much better.  since then my mom message my brother and sister and told them let's leave the past in the past and start over. and i have been texting my sister and seeing my brother and his kids. i have been very happy lately. this past friday i went to turn my resume is to a business here for a secretary. i feel very good about it. i pray i can get an interview. i know now that god work in mysterious way. the sermon night made me realize i need to invest in other not just myself.  i know now i just have to wait on God's timing and not mine.  My parents and i watch God's not dead 2 this past wednesday. if yo
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  Well, its been about 3 months since i had a job. I'm going to be 27 next Wednesday i cant believe it. i thought by this time i would be married and starting to have kids by now. i don't know how i am going to find someone. I have been praying for one, i guess i have to have faith that the Lord will lend me to someone and to a job. I know God has a plan for me but i don't know what i just have to have faith. I just kinda sick and tired of others using me and when they are done using me they throw me away, and they don't even care if they used me. I help anyone i love and when i help someone i love and they used me it upsets me. I help others because that what a Christian is supposed to do and it just bugs me!
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Say A little prayer

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It been a long time since i have blogged lately i'm sorry about that. but i didn't want to say whiny. i have been going through some things lately that i don't like. i lost my job and been trying to find another one but no luck. Plus in a month i will be 27 i thought about this time i would be married and be trying to have kids.  i cant believe this. please pray for me im having a very hard time.
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Day 6 of 12 days of Christmas!!

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I can't believe Christmas is just 3 days away. i worked so much that i dint get the time  to enjoy what i always do before Christmas. There’s a storm i think is coming, i can feel it in the air. people thinks im weird because i can feel and smell a storm coming.   One thing i miss about Christmas is having family over. so this year thank the lord that you have family sisters or brothers or even both. be thankful you have sibling  because i miss mine very much.
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Day 5 of 12 days of christmas!

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This is one of my all times favorite Christmas Songs!! This group does a good job on this song.  it makes me cry every time i hear it. We had a Evangelist Bro Dave McCracken Preached Sunday. His sermons was around Mary. its was amazing it made me think of how Mary was feeling when she found out she would be giving birth to the son of God. and being a virgin others would have talked about her but she knew God chosen her.
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