What a Day!

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Not sure if other’s know my background. What I said it my other blog about my mom being abused. It’s hard for me to tell people that I wish the dad I have now was my biological dad. But I’m so Glad my mom married him. And he is my dad and my only dad, but there’s one person that scares me to death me. What I call my “sperm Donor” and that what he is to me a lot of people don’t understand why call him that. But some does. Some people have their biological parents together and they don’t understand what it feels like when their parents’ divorce and they think that it need to be a way for me to take a side like my mom side. But tell you the truth till you are in the situation that I went through when I was a kid. I went through a lot when I was a little girl. Being afraid to talk because if I did I would have been hit and just being afraid if my mom was going to be killed by him. But I thank God for my mom every day. I know now that God was protecting me and my mom through that time in our lives.The guy I called “sperm Donor” try to add me to his Facebook. My heart started to beat fast. I started to get scared again. But with God’s help I message him telling him I what nothing to do with him and to leave me alone.  Told him I have a wonderful dad. But I’m feeling better now.

I haven’t had time to write me blogs because of my new job! : D my first days and second day went great I love help cook with my new boss I just enjoy it. I going back Tuesday and Wednesday again and I can’t wait.

I hope I didn’t sound rude writing about what happen to me to night, but a lot of people don’t understand how it was when I was little.  I am so happy the way my life has turned out. I’m in a great church trying my best to service the Lord. It’s not easy to do when some of your own family makes fun of you and don’t understand why you spend a lot of time at church. My church family is my family they love me for who I am and they don’t try to change me for them to like me.

So it has been a good day till just am hour ago. But I did get better. Sorry I haven’t blog everyday but I been busy and it’s a good thing.

Till next time have a blessed day!

~tHeReSa~

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