Theresa's Blog

Well, last Monday i found out that im going to lose me job at the end of August.  My boss is closing it down.  i have been very upset. i loved my job. i don't know what i am going to do. i have already been looking for a job and one turned me down. i don't like the feeling you get when some one turns you down.  but im trying to realize God has something better for me but its getting hard to. i know he has something better for me.  But on a brighter note daisy had 4 precious puppies.  it feeling weird to know that they were inside of her and now they are growing in to health precious puppy then in to dogs.  I'm so glad i had the experience for going through that with daisy. it so good to have puppies in the house again.   I know everyone is talking about this what's happen Monday to Robin Williams. my heart is broken for his family. he was one of the funniest actors and he is going to be truly missed.  But we never know what others are feel...

Sitting here watching movies about mothers, I’m so thankful and blessed to have what a wonderful mother.  This year will be the first year of not seeing me sister or brother for mother’s day.  I hope they are happy the way they are killing my mom with the drama they created. I am so tired of the way people talk about their mothers like when they help you by telling you that you have something on you or something even like telling you how you like and the truth. There’s some out there that don’t have their moms around so this year me thankful that you have a mom still I know I am. My mother is my best friend. I know we don’t get alone sometimes but when we do its calm and it’s enjoyable to be around each other.                   This week at work I wonder why some people talk the way they talk. Saying they are a Christian and cuss and say things a Christian would never say.  Another thin...

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I spend today in Amarillo with a good friend. had a blast. tomorrow i cant believe its my 25th birthday. and its the first year that my sister hasn't send me a card. but I'm going to try to not let it get to me.  but one thing i like is spending time at church for my birthday. best birthday ever.  i wish i could write more but im sleepy but til nest time have a blessed day! ~tHeRESA~

there has been things on my mind. and i want to get out. i was in a wreak last year 2 days after my birthday. a guy ran a red light. since then our van been running but every time i look at it i get upset all over again. i cried for days after that day. the gut never paid for what he did to our van just paid it off. he should have brought us another vehicle because he was the one that messed it up.  i cant believe its been almost a year since i happen. and we are still paying for what that guy did to us. others say you were lucky you didn't get hurt worst. i know i am but i just wish he would have just paid for it to get fixed but he never did.  I'm just had one of those night again that i feel weird very hard to describe the way i feel but i very dear friend to me help me to feel better.  one thing I'm looking forward to is the ladies retreat the ladies at our church go to. i need the encouragement i been going through a lot. its just been one of those nights again. i t...

Well, today I spent like 3 hours trying to get my blog back because I messed it up. Finally got it back running . Sometimes I don’t like Friday’s because I have nowhere to go and don’t have a date or anything. It’s just one of those nights. I hate feeling like I’m a no body, and not good enough for anyone. I feel like I’m in high school all over again when I hear others say I have a date night. But I hope and pray I do get to date but I have to fix the right guy the guy God’s sends me but me finding one.  I've  been struggling with my mood this past week I hate having those struggles. I’m worried about health care because I can’t afford it. And I don’t want to be in trouble for it. That one thing I been struggling with. Please pray for me.

Will i have had a busy week. it started last Tuesday i work the normal days i worked but that week my boss went out of town Thursday and i had to close at 5:30 and open at 8. it was a good week payday was good. i am enjoying my job I'm very blessed to have my job. i been thinking why am i working there i might be there to help my boss out but to try  to get others to see my testimony and how a christian acts. that might be the reason but i don't know. i cant believe i will be 25 in a week from Friday. i thought by the time i was 25 i would be married. but i have to remember that probably not in God's timing. i just have to have the patience to wait.  i have been struggling with things the past few days. just things that have upset me and wonder why i let them hurt me. Every time i pull up me wall someone says something that upset me or hurt me and they know that they hurt me but don't every care if they have. its been one kinda hard week. its hard to move on but i have ...