Theresa's Blog

there has been things on my mind. and i want to get out. i was in a wreak last year 2 days after my birthday. a guy ran a red light. since then our van been running but every time i look at it i get upset all over again. i cried for days after that day. the gut never paid for what he did to our van just paid it off. he should have brought us another vehicle because he was the one that messed it up.  i cant believe its been almost a year since i happen. and we are still paying for what that guy did to us. others say you were lucky you didn't get hurt worst. i know i am but i just wish he would have just paid for it to get fixed but he never did.  I'm just had one of those night again that i feel weird very hard to describe the way i feel but i very dear friend to me help me to feel better.  one thing I'm looking forward to is the ladies retreat the ladies at our church go to. i need the encouragement i been going through a lot. its just been one of those nights again. i t...

Well, today I spent like 3 hours trying to get my blog back because I messed it up. Finally got it back running . Sometimes I don’t like Friday’s because I have nowhere to go and don’t have a date or anything. It’s just one of those nights. I hate feeling like I’m a no body, and not good enough for anyone. I feel like I’m in high school all over again when I hear others say I have a date night. But I hope and pray I do get to date but I have to fix the right guy the guy God’s sends me but me finding one.  I've  been struggling with my mood this past week I hate having those struggles. I’m worried about health care because I can’t afford it. And I don’t want to be in trouble for it. That one thing I been struggling with. Please pray for me.

Will i have had a busy week. it started last Tuesday i work the normal days i worked but that week my boss went out of town Thursday and i had to close at 5:30 and open at 8. it was a good week payday was good. i am enjoying my job I'm very blessed to have my job. i been thinking why am i working there i might be there to help my boss out but to try  to get others to see my testimony and how a christian acts. that might be the reason but i don't know. i cant believe i will be 25 in a week from Friday. i thought by the time i was 25 i would be married. but i have to remember that probably not in God's timing. i just have to have the patience to wait.  i have been struggling with things the past few days. just things that have upset me and wonder why i let them hurt me. Every time i pull up me wall someone says something that upset me or hurt me and they know that they hurt me but don't every care if they have. its been one kinda hard week. its hard to move on but i have ...

       Well today was a very stressful day. found out that my tablet would not start up and i was on the phone all day. trying to get help. finally someone helped me. so i have to wait 7-10 days for a shipping label. so i can sent it back and get a e-gift card. trying to remind myself it wasn't my fault but i keep getting upset that it was.          Enough of the drama today talk. its been a good week at work. i am so very thankful for this job that god has given me. i just love my boss. she is so sweet. God has also given my 2 good friends that i trust if i need to talk. i always try to be there for my friends. My friends means a lot to me. I am looking forward to work more in two weeks. i feel great that my boss can trust me to watch over while she is gone.          I am so blessed to have wonderful parents and wonderful friends that i can trust. I need prayers. i got so upset today i don't want that to happen again...

Just a couple of hours left til 2014. And the new year sermon tonight was one that I needed. Our pastor talked about things good or bad that happen this year. Leave it in past because what your holding on to is keeping you from where you need to be closer to the Lord. So starting now thing that had happen stays in the past. So 2014 is going to be a fresh year no more talking about what did happen but talking about what going to happen and if things happen the will be left in the past because I need to force on how I am with you Lord. So if I don't write tomorrow I'm wishing everyone a happy new year and be safe night. Watch out for the weirdos. Lol ~tHeReSa~

Well, today was not sure a good day. I been told I have put rumors and gossip on my blog about others. I tell you truth. And if you read my blog and you don't want to hear the truth or my opinion on something. Then stop reading my blog. I write a blog to left others know my opinion on things. I'm here on this earth not to pleases others but to serve the Lord. And do what the Lord wants me to do I'm not here not be mad fun of or to be hateful to. I have feeling just like everyone else. So for the new year, one things that going to start I'm not going to let others upset me and will Gods help and his strength I will get through this. ~tHeReSa~

I know a lot of people who read my blog from Christmas and said I sounds like I hated the world. I don't hate the world I'm just tired of how others have treated me and my parents. This Christmas was hard on me. This time last year I thought I would be dating but I guess i was wrong. I am still praying for the God to send the right guy. I hope next year is a better one and less drama I mean family drama. I'm sorry if I upset some of my readers. I just got overwhelmed. " Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself."